Aftermath
A Poem by Brigid Cooley
"It's all an illusion," he would say.
Everyday he wrote my name backwards with letters from different origins, leaving just enough space to breathe.
He was like a run-on sentence, affecting me in ways we didn't understand;
I was like a dry erase board, thinking the markers were permanent.
Nothing is permanent, not even the ink that spilled onto my ankle, not the scars on my heart.
The funny thin about life, I've noticed, is that even when you don't want to, you heal.
Sometimes you heal wrong, the bones a little off, the skin too soft, haphazardly put back together a little too quickly, but put back together nonetheless.
He used to say that I was his mirror, couldn't handle it when I flipped the image; sometimes it is hard to take a good look at yourself.
Recently, I've been taking a good look at myself, trying to improve where I can, accepting who it is that I am.
I am beginning to love who I am.
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